You still think it’s cool to want to die
When the remnants of the end parade around my thighs
And i’m ashamed and you want what I have with no shame
I wish you could take the pain from me (if you want it so bad you can have it)
And you couldn’t possibly understand
You say what is required but it’s meaningless
And do you want to die, do you want to die?
Well, I only do sometimes
But I’m holding out for better things
Things you’d have if you’d only listen
And I guess I should’ve talked this out sooner
Before it all came out in one big heaping mess
And I’ll smile ‘cause I’m fine, push those thoughts aside
You only listen when you’re talking, only listen to yourself
I don’t feel well
Maybe I just need some sleep
And I wash my body clean
But I still feel so dirty, still feel so dirty
I don’t feel well
Maybe I just need to rest my eyes
And I wash my body clean
But I still feel so dirty, still feel so dirty
You never listen to me
I feel cheap; I feel dirty
You never listen to me
I feel cheap; I feel dirty